I don't know what it is about it, maybe it's just that I'm insecure about it being available for people to see? Maybe it's just that I've always been super super private about sharing my art with even my family and friends, let alone the vast expanse of the internet? Maybe it's just me thinking constantly of "what if's" and becoming a bit overly paranoid. I'm not quite sure.
But the bottom line is that there's nothing I can do to stop being so upset and anxious about it, which leads to me going back all the time and putting my deviations in storage and panicking and flip flopping and regretting it so I put it back up only for the whole process to repeat.
But this time is different, this time I'm gonna keep it that way except for some of my lame fan art, and then maybe some not so lame fan art.
I may post some sketches occasionally and then after a few weeks take them down, but I probably won't be here a lot.
I need to do this so I can relax.
I'm sorry and I love you guys You're super supportive and nice and you're so kind for following me and you're amazing for liking my art.
But this one's for me.
At least for a little while.